“Look around you. Everything you see wouldn’t be there if you weren’t here to view it… You’re quite a powerful creator.” Harry Palmer
Excited but exhausted. The ego is hanging on tightly for it’s life as I as consciousness continue to slowly unravel it. All the “I am’s” are coming up, asserting themselves strong. I am tired. I am a night owl, not an early bird. I am cool. I am smart. I am worried. I am not perfect. I am wants approval. I am wants to be liked. I am doesn’t want to be worng. Unless I am can be right or liked or cool or approved of by deliberately being wrong. Ah hah!
Today we go deeper. We’ll unravel more. We being me here typing and the invisible me who appears to exist somewhere in my mind and occasionally speaks subtle truths quietly, the me I usually label higher self, God, angels, spirit guides or intuition. Once unravelled we will unite and become one. No more we. Only I, or I am the I am. I’ve heard that before…
But still… As good as it all sounds, who are ‘we’ really? Did I really create I? Or did someone else create I? Did a God create I? Is that who I am is talking to?Or is it just another aspect of I/I am? One that I am is not fully connected to all the time? Were we really created eons ago by an extraterrestrial alien race and just don’t yet know it? Or further… Did we just slowly evolve organically out of somethingness that at some point was nothingness?
But what is nothingness? It’s still something if we are attempting to imagine it. Thus nothingness is unimaginable. Somethingness cannot come from nothing. A priori, the first cause cause etc… Yet still no proof.
In time though. Time. It’s nearly gone now. Off line. Thought it was day 4 yesterday. Feels like I’ve been here for weeks.
Still seeing friends from all over the world as if they weren’t here the last few days. Three thousand Wizards. An incredible feeling, energy… The potential of it boggles ‘the mind’.
Today is the first day of the rest of I am’s life. Right now is the first moment of the rest of I am’s life. I am is excited about the possibilities. Together we will go deeper than we’ve ever gone before. We’ll go for the big stuff. Haha again… Big stuff becomes small stuff becomes no stuff. Then what’s left? Well, we don’t know yet but we shall see.