Studying the language of Farsi/Persian now. tough stuff. But as I learn more about their history I feel a longing to get closer… to find more connection… plus I am really digging their music right now. Current spin: jay z, black album. I love this CD!!! I love Jay z. if Eminem is sesame street…
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A few things I’ve observed. when you are in love, it is all you think about. another thing. when you fall in love with someone you experience something called jealousy. I had forgotten about jealousy. But it is real. As unenlightened and untranscendent as it may be, its like a ghost that creeps up on…
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My heart has broken open. not broken. Just broken open. love… wow… it had been a long time. I feel completely raw. I had forgotten what it was like. No wonder it is all the talk of the world. Break… There is the theory of the hypnogogic state of consciousness… this is the state just…
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I’m traveling right now for a few days. I miss New York and new Yorkers. I find it hard to not be in big metropolitan cities. Or in just totally remote places like rural Vermont or Colorado etc… either or… but when I am in regular suburban America, I find it very difficult on my…
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—–Original Message—–From: julia Sent: Mon 2/15/2005 11:29 PMTo: fishyCc:Subject: Re: what it is Dearest Fishy,hahahahahaha! well goodness. here is this beautiful scroll awaiting after my so burbling baboon conversation with assyra. man! i had had a THICK day at school as had she, and we spoke briefly tonight about the Matter of Fishy. funny but…
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Mom calls. upset. Finally opens her heart up to men for the first time in years… and has started dating. She is happier than she has been in many years. shines. Glows. Smiles even more than normal, which says a lot for her. she is a very happy and bubbly person already. How is it…
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The Beast is in the hospital again. ten heart operations in the last few years. everyone around him trying to get him to take Avatar. Or anything for that matter. Just do something to go inside and integrate who he is and what he’s done and what has happened to him in his past so…
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I finally finished watching la dolce vita. Two weeks and five attempts later…. I watch fellini less as a moviegoer and more as a student or artist in resident I think. Less for entertainment and more for learning. It’s a study for me I’ve come to realize. La Principesa asked me once, ‘why do you…
Zoroastrianism
O.k. check it. while studying Iran, and then Persia, I came upon the old religion of Zoroastrianism. This is the original religion of Iran/Persia; before all the invasions from other countries/religions/armies — for a while they were forced into Christianity because of the Roman invasions, and then the final Muslim/Arabian invasion that turned almost the…
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O.k. this from our friends at the normally-commendable nightline, but prepare yourself for some of the most inane and worthless drivel this side of the Fox network or the wb: “For those of you looking for love this Valentine’s Day, we bring you the ultimate love story. Fred and Gladys, 35 years after they first…